More Than Just Existence;

I’m trying my hardest.

But I’m scared it won’t be enough. I’m trying my hardest to take as many credits as I can. I enrolled in three different campuses for goodness sakes, but today we visited the one for my women’s history class and it was too far. Almost an hour in car, and I was willing to do take the bus, but no bus runs there… so I had to drop the class.

Now I am taking a measly 7 credits this semester. Seven.
No, not acceptable. I have to do more, but idk, I feel out of ideas.

But I can’t just let it be. I’m gonna have to fight for these classes. Everything is closed. I feel really lost right now, and I hope that my family doesn’t end up thinking I’m lazy, or worse, that I didn’t try hard enough.